What’s The Matter With Me? Podcast

My name is John, I’m 39 years old, husband and father of two, small business owner, radio DJ, podcaster, and I have multiple sclerosis. I made this podcast to share what I’m going through.

Episodes:

Parking Lot

Welcome to the What’s The Matter With Me? Podcast Episode 3: Help

Recap – last episode we talked about being in control of my emotions.

Episode 3 revolves around having to ask for help to install shower handles so I can get in and out of the shower.

The are a lot of complicated feelings that go with that.  I need help, but I don’t want to ask, and I especially don’t want to ask my Mom for help.

Bsmboo

Welcome to the What’s The Matter With Me? Podcast Episode 2.

In this episode, I struggle to control my emotions due to damage in my brain stem.

What’s The Matter With Me? is a podcast about multiple sclerosios, and many other things.

Recap – should I be on disability?  My philosophy.

I said I can’t – in violation of my philosophy, which is that I generally can do things.  I can work.  This podcast is about trying, and I’m not afraid to try and succeed and achieve.  I believe that I can achieve regardless of the difficulty.

I have a lot of brain stem disease activity, and it can make staying in control of my emotions difficult. I’ve been having difficulty with my morning routine on the weekends when my family are around. I have been meditating first thing in the morning, with some success.  It provides some perspective that helps me get through the day.

hardscaping

Trying

Without further ado, it’s time to go back to the beginning: Episode 1 of the What’s The Matter With Me? Podcast, “Trying”.  What’s The Matter With Me? is a podcast about Multiple Sclerosis and many other things.  Only a few people ever got this, over e-mail.  In this episode, it’s the month of Mayhem at KFJC, and I go to in for an Occupational Therapist Visit, where I share about Hot Sauce R&D and my Workforce Vision.

Droll

It’s the month of Mayhem at KFJC, and DJs do special programs all month long. Droll pre-empted my show to do a special about music in odd time signatures.

Occupational Therapist Julie

I went to Stanford to visit the occupational therapist.

We talked about my business Hoppin Hot Sauce and R&D, recipe development and production bottlenecks. I told her about my vision of a workforce with disabled, vets, and ex-cons, working together in a supportive environment.

I got on a tangent and had to flush the segment down the toilet. I start over again.

I ask Julie if I should be on disability. She explains how it could help me, and my business..  I tell her the blanket analogy – that MS is a heavy blanket. I tell her about how I believe in trying, and that is why I made this podcast: to try.